I wish you spent real time with me so that you don’t have to act like you were in it but clearly now I see you never felt me. You weren’t in it. Romantic hypocrite.
I gave you my heart, my love. Put my life on the line for you. For us. But clearly, you never wanted it to last. Otherwise, you would’ve saved it. I felt you, sadly ’cause I thought you deserved it. You deserved me. But it was my miss judgment. Now I am broken. Heart in pieces. Shattered emotions.
Back & forth you treated love like it was a football. The disrespect. I loved you, baby. You had my respect. But now it’s like sky fall. Pandemic situations.
Do you know what it feels like right now when I remember how I used to feel like in the days I used to fall into your arms? …Your arms full of lies now that I realize. You damn covered my eyes & shut out the light. Blindfolded. You blinded me with your lies & now I am like a bat. Sightless. My heart filled with hatred. Poisoned. Tears on my pillow, wettest. Wasted. How could you do it my princess when I thought you was priceless?
And just like Judas Iscariot, you went around me & sold me out. For I don’t know how many pieces but I think they were cheap & made me worthless.
A true story.
Inspired by the songs; SMA – Nasty C ft. Rowlene & Bed of Lies – Nicki Minaj.